my random thots

i was full of inspiration for blogging last nite but fatigue got the better of mi.

and i woke up at 6.30am tis morning.

was yawning away on the way back, tat's abt 10.30. pretty unlike mi but mayb it's becoz my day started earli tdy.

or it could b due to the red wine from dinner...hehe

but feeling very warm & wide awake at tis hr. gotta go koon after tis posting.

yest was not the best day for mi, on a personal note due to a call i got in the afternoon.

i wish things can happen quickly. am feeling lost abt my current status & can't seem to handle it.

i alt bet full confession ( which is kinda uncalled for & scary to new acquintances! ) and denial...ok, i dun lie or deny...juz choose not to tok abt it

feels like i'm creating a false front to protect myself...from possible stigma & explanation.