i hate cancer

period.

i find it such a sad thing tat as we age, i see more and more ppl, loved ones and loved ones of my close frens being stricken by illnesses.

i guess it's inevitable as our parents age. but the sense of helplessness gets abit too overwhelming sometimes.

and cancer is so prevalent nowadays. sickening. i hate cancer.

i juz discovered over the past couple of mths tat some of my frens lost their loved ones to cancer too, in recent yrs.

but it's not juz the loss tat i'm upset abt.

it's the suffering as the illness wastes the person away and there's so little tat we can do to ease the pain, not to mention making them well again.

i would gif anything, ANYTHING to haf been able to make my dad well.

i hope tis posting doesn't dampen the spirits of the ppl i care abt. but i juz feel so angry since i read a comment on my fren's blog a couple of nites back.

but wat doesn't break us will onli make us stronger.

and we need to b strong for ur loved ones.

after seeing my loved one being taken away by the illness, i realise one thing.
any prob tat can b solved using money, is NOT a prob at all.

tis has helped mi take things in my stride and i noe tat i live not for anyone else but myself.

dun live for someone else, not even ur kids coz it's juz not responsible to attribute ur very existence to someone else.
by the same note, dun b bothered abt how others see u, they dun live ur life for u.
nobody but urself is responsible for ur happinesss.

all love starts wif self love.

dun hold back. do the things u haf always wanted to do, now.
go to the places u wana go
see the things u wana see
taste the food u wana eat
do the things u wana do
tell ur loved ones u love them

there r oredi enuff 遗憾 in life. dun add to it.